i didn’t ask to get made! i didn’t ask to be torn apart and put back together over and over and turned into some little monster!
I’d be his, if he asked.
I got bored last night and this happened.
my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
so i met up with That Guy today, and he didn’t have the girl with him he said he would…so that was interesting. i was all ready to face them and shit, but guess not. we talked about doctor who and biology and it was weird because it was the only time i’d been alone with him. he also told me i looked a lot better, so that was nice.
the universe is probably just telling me to get over this guy already, because he’s so not worth it.
boys are so stupid. they ask you if you wanna hang out when they’re in town but then they bring another girl along. i love it.